"Red-Rimmed-Edges"

Everything's a blur.I can't see clearly.

The tears are blocking everything out.

Red rimmed edges,tears streaming over,

I can't help but to shut my eyes.

What I saw was worse than anything,

It was you not caring.

You gave up on me,

You finally let go.

Now I don't have anything to hold on to.

You were my savior,

but then you pushed me back into the darkness.

And I don't know how I'm going to get out of it.

I don't want to open my eyes,

because I'm afraid of what I'll see.

I want to remember you smiling,

and looking at me like I was your everything,

not a face of unrecognition.

It's just a blank stare,

with no feeling or emotion.

It's as if you're barely there.

That look hurts me more than anything.

More than any words ever could.

There's an emptiness in your eyes that wasn't there before.

And I don't know what to think about it.

The tension's in the atmosphere around us.

I can feel it pulsing through my veins.

Working through my nerves.

It's starting to break me down.

I can't open my eyes now,

even if I tried.

The cries are becoming to hard to bare.

My legs are giving out,

making it hard to stand any longer.

I dropped to my knees in dispair.

I can feel you come closer,

moving slowly in complete caution.

You hover a few feet away,

making sure not to come too close.

You whisper quietly,

as if you were speaking to yourself,

"I'm sorry.."

Those two words linger in the air.

I hear complete silence after a minute,

realizing I stopped sobbing.

Looking up to him I finally spoke..

"No,I'm the sorry one,I'm sorry I'll always love you..."

-MorganShiann